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I lost my mind the day my heart was broken. I found peace again when I stopped feeling. I found hope in the abyss of emptyness and realised I am my own god and the devil is my own self destructive nature.

Chaos bleeds.

Into the void.
Chaos pulling me apart.
Slipping slowly.
Listening close.
Pins and needles.
Grip of madness.
An evil grin.
Into the void.

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"Be very afraid of someone who says all the rite things. They are usually lying to you"

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"What in Ozzy Osbournes name are you talking about lady?"

Sleepless & Lost

I keep trying to ignore it but there is something missing. Some vital peace of my heart is gone. Its hard to even sleep most nights. The empty space in my bed now filled with an overly affectionate cat is a constant reminder of the lovers who once shared this bed with me. My thoughts begin to drift. Remembering fractions of the past. A kiss, a stare, the way it feels to be held tightly in her arms. I miss love. I miss being wanted and needed. I want to feel again but there is nothing. Just an empty space where she used to be.

The Fool

Welcome to the show. Relax and enjoy. You will be offended yet oddly attracted. You will laugh and cry. Watch me degrade and destroy my self for your amusement. I'm your jester for the evening. Easily replaceable, just another toy. Wind me up and watch me go then throw me away. But don't look to close. My mask is cracked and this costume is wearing thin.

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"Without tragedy we become complacent."

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"A legend was never told about a dull life."

New Mutations.

Digging my nails into my palms till they bleed.
Choking back to avoid a response.
Love is a weakness I can no longer afford.
As the words fell from your lips.
They burn like acid on my skin.
You speak of love like its a fluid motion.
And I begin to see your disease.
Try to deny your sickness.
Till your blood runs cold.
Nothing can save you from your self.
I will not fight your fate.
I wont even try.
I need to escape the void.
I need to feel anything.

Dear Colorado

There allowing you to have legal pot. Your lucky enough to be the "guinea pigs" on a social experiment. PLEASE don't fuck this up for the rest of us!

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"I'm starting to believe wormholes exist inside liquor bottles. You drink the rite amount. Suddenly its hours later you can't find your pants or your left shoe."

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"To many mistake obsession, lust, passion, romance and friendship for love. Maybe those things are the most they ever felt so they cant accept there is something more."

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"There is a world of difference between the love of a friend or family member. And that of a lover. They are all love and all real and all very different. The south is evidence of how people confuse them."

I am.......

Im a lover not a fighter. A pessimisistic hopeless romantic. A self deprocating egotist. A chaotic calm. A hated love. A sacred shame. A pragmatistic dreamer. Self assured and nyurotic. Monster and mayrter. a beautiful nightmare. The one you love to hate. A passing love that changes your life in ways you cant remember to forget. But never forget to remember. And all im looking for is that one person who actually gets it!